neither a slacker nor a mugger

2009-10-21T13:16:00.002+08:00

:O I JUST REALISED THAT I HAVE ABANDONED THE BLOG FOR LIKE... 3 MONTHS!
So, I am here to revive it! (:

GET WELL SOON EMILY! ><

ZOELYN, GET WELL SOON TOO! :D

I doubt anyone will actually visit this dead blog anymore. AAHHAHA! OH WELL!

OH~! My chemistry grade was a miracle. 49% during midyears to 67% during end of years! YAYYYYY! :D

2009-07-25T23:12:00.001+08:00

i ask myself why.

2009-07-02T20:50:00.001+08:00

021208 you know what this means. :D

212 days!

2009-06-03T20:30:00.001+08:00

021208 you know what this means. :D

Thanks for the delicious meal! Yumyum! (: And hope that you like my gift! >.<

182DAYS!

2009-05-29T23:31:00.000+08:00

I sprained my neck = DIE!

I don't know how I am going to dance with a sprained neck.

2009-05-06T10:16:00.001+08:00

SORRY THAT IT IS SO LATE. ><

021208 you know what this means. :D

151DAYS!

2009-04-09T20:54:00.001+08:00

I love my gelled hair! HAHA! I think I am going to post this whenever I have ballet examinations.

Oh right! I WILL BE ABLE TO ATTEND FRIDAY TRAININGS NOW! :D BALLET CLASS WILL BE CHANGED TO 2 1/2 HOURS ON SUNDAY INSTEAD ( equals to 2 lessons :O )! :D

2009-04-04T21:45:00.001+08:00

I THINK THAT BALLET OPEN HOUSE WAS A SUCCESS FOR ME, even though many people just took it as another practice.

2009-04-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

Having a bad cough, running nose and headache now! ><

2009-04-02T21:15:00.000+08:00

4th month already! :D

122 days!

2009-04-01T18:31:00.001+08:00

My cough is so bad! ): I think I am going to lose me voice soon. ><

2009-03-20T19:54:00.001+08:00

THESE 3 WEEKS PLEASE PASS FAST!

2009-03-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

100th day! :D

2009-03-02T00:25:00.002+08:00

021208 you know what this means. :D

91 days.

2009-02-02T21:43:00.004+08:00

021208 you know what this means. :D

Second on the second of the second! 63 days.

2009-01-02T01:00:00.000+08:00

021208 you know what this means. :D

2008-11-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

Okay. I am here to blog. I have just reached Singapore 2 hours ago from HONG KONG.

13th - 17th nov: JAPAN- Kagoshima
18th - 20th nov: HONG KONG

I think I have gained alot alot alot of weight. I need to start dieting or something.

I AM REALLY GOING TO BUY A MACBOOK BECAUSE THE STUPID LAPTOP'S CHARGER IS SPOILT. MY HOUSE IS DEPENDENT ON MY SISTER'S LAPTOP NOW! RAWRZ!

Oh... Uh... I bought 1 hoodie, 2 sport bras, 3 pairs of socks and 4 shirts from Hong Kong. I know that I am supposed to buy a lot a lot more things, but I only went there for 3D2N. I shopped for only a total of 12hours with most of my time walking, so it is considered a lot already.

I AM GOING TO BATHE AND SLEEP ALREADY! I AM VERY TIRED AND I HAVE TO WAKE UP FOR TRAINING TOMORROW FOLLOWED BY PIANO MAKE-UP LESSON THEN BALLET LESSON. I BETTER SLEEP EARLY.

MY REFLECTIONS OF THIS YEAR (LOL!)

2008-11-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

It seems to me that everyone has been keeping their blogs alive, posting about how much they are going to miss their current classmates and their results and how they are going to work hard next year. It is only then I realise that I am really slacking a lot a lot in the past 5 years, INCLUDING THE PSLE period. I cannot always depend on my good luck in examinations, can I? I really need to start mugging from next year onwards. REALLY REALLY NEED TO SIT DOWN AND START MUGGING! My Sec3 overall GPA is really just a 'IDESERVEDTHISKINDOFGPAFORNOTMUGGING' score, so I won't really harp on this issue. All I can talk about the academic area is that I NEED TO START MUGGING! That's the end of story! ><

Now talking about CCA, I guess that I need to step up on my attitude in training and LEARN HOW TO USE THE THROWS! WE NEED TO WIN THE TEAM EVENTS NEXT YEAR AND WIN ALL THE MEDALS IN ALL EVENTS NEXT YEAR! I know that this is a very ambitious goal and it cannot be just done by myself. I really really hope that everyone will put in more effort into trainings. Hmm, the Sec 1s are really hardworking this year anyway! GO GO GO ALL THE WAY AND WIN NEXT YEAR'S C DIV TEAM EVENTS! :D WE HAVE A GREAT CHANCE OF WINNING! <3 RAJU!

I am kinda done with school stuff already I guess, so I shall talk about my commitments outside! (My reflections are really short usually! :D I don't spend much time posting...)

Ballet: Grade 7 Exams in April! I need to start practising with my CD. I don't aim to be the best dancer in my ballet class but I want to achieve good results. I compete against myself and not the others (Way, this is for you. I mean no offence. But really, you need to be a little less competitive. Just do your best and it will be good for your mental growth. [You may think that I am a hypocrite but I am really hoping for the best for you] Just grow up this way and you will be happier) MS KEE HAVE THE IF GRADES ALREADY ANYWAY! I HOPE I GOT A DISTINCTION! ><

Piano: Grade 8 Exams in September (If I take the same pieces! This year's piece are really nice! I <3 it so much that I practised until I know the notes pretty well)! This is really stressful because I haven't been practising and I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO SIT IN FRONT OF THE PIANO AND PLAY THE NOTES. I NEED TO START PRACTISING AS MUCH AS I NEED TO START MUGGING!

THAT'S ALL I GUESS! :D I WILL HAVE ANOTHER POST ON MY RANTS LATER!

2008-10-15T02:15:00.000+08:00

HEROES! >.<

THE REAL BIG HUGE VILLAIN IS MR PETRELLIS! NATHAN's/PETER's FATHER! ARGH! WHY DID THEY INTRODUCE NEW CHARACTER?! OH CRAP! THEIR FATHER LOOKS REALLY PRO! :D

A sidenote:

SYLAR IS REALLY CUTE! :D ESP WITH HIS KID AND HIS APRON!
Quote: QT3.14 = CUTIEPIE --- BAOZHING! (:
and sylar is a QT3.14

(dean fujioka too! ><)

2008-10-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

125/150 FOR GRADE 6 PRACTICAL PIANO EXAMINATIONS! :D YAY! THAT WAS THE FIRST PRACTICAL PIANO EXAMINATION I HAD IN MY LIFE! I AM CONTENT WITH THE MARKS EVEN THOUGH IT IS ONLY A MERIT!

SKIPPING GRADE 7! :D AIMING FOR A DISTINCTION FOR GRADE 8! :D

2008-09-29T19:44:00.000+08:00

What I want is not your money. What I want is that you learn your lesson.

2008-09-25T21:31:00.000+08:00

Fainted today again due to cramps during Biology block. It was the same kind of fainting as I fainted in Causeway Point. I had numb limbs. It was the last lesson anyway. I intended to go home myself after that. But... I fainted. So my daddy came to fetch me!

Think I freaked my classmates and friends out with my super ultra pale face. YOU ALL HAVE MORE TO GO! WILL BE IN THE SAME CLASS AS YOU ALL NEXT YEAR! REMEMBER THAT! :D

2008-09-23T16:57:00.000+08:00

I didn't study the last SS paper, yet I got 10/15. AREN'T I BRILLIANT?! For all the other SS papers, I studied and got 10 also. For all 3 terms, I scored 10 for all...

MORAL OF THE STORY: DONT HAVE TO STUDY SS!

2008-09-14T23:05:00.001+08:00

HOW INTERESTING?!

I fainted again at judo today... :D

2008-09-06T21:03:00.000+08:00

Now, then I realise how much WeiXiang rocks. HAHAHAHA

http://redsports.sg/2008/08/08/judo-nationals/

Raffles fight their way to victory in Judo nationals
August 8, 2008
Story by reader Ng Wei Xiang.

Bedok Sports Hall, Wednesday, July 16, 2008 - Raffles Junior College won both the boys’ and girls’ A Division Judo titles at this year’s National Schools Team Judo Championships.
6 golds (A, B, C Divisions for both boys and girls) were up for grabs with Hwa Chong Institution in four out of the six finals, while three Raffles teams went through to the finals.The events were as follows:

C Girls Finals – Nanyang Girls High (NYGH) vs Raffles Girls’ School (RGS)
C Boys Finals – Hwa Chong Institution (HCI) vs Saints’ Joseph Institution (SJI)
B Girls Finals - Nanyang Girls’ High (NYGH) vs Hougang Secondary School (HSS)
B Boys Finals – Raffles Institution (RI) vs Hwa Chong Institution (HCI)
A Girls Finals – Raffles Junior College (RJC) vs Hwa Chong Institution (HCI)
A Boys Finals – Hwa Chong Institution (HCI) vs Raffles Junior College (RJC)

First up was the C Division girls’ final between reigning champions NYGH and RGS. Despite NYGH having many Individuals’ Event champions in its team, and RGS fielding a mostly rookie team, RGS ensured that NYGH did not walk away as champions easily and put up a great fight.

In the C Division boys’ final, it was powerhouse HCI against SJI, who made its first appearance in the C Division boys’ final in more than 2 decades, ever since the 18 year-dominance by HCI and RI was broken last year. Despite putting up challenge, SJI was methodically swept away by HCI en route to the title.

The B Division girls’ final was one of the day’s highlights, when HS came close to spoiling NYGH’s day. That division saw a close fight, with the girls giving their all and roughing it out physically, turning it into a fierce catfight. Spectators there were also entertained by the display of skill. After the first 4 bouts, the score was 2-2, and the last bout was to decide it all. The NYGH opponent sealed the title with a spectacular inner thigh throw, known in Japanese as uchi mata, and one of judo’s most complex and dynamic throws. This left the HS girls as 1st runners-up.

RI returned to the B Division boys’ final as champions from last year, and this year’s final promised to be a close fight, as it had always been. HCI was leading by 2-1 when next up was the heavyweight bout, with RI needing a salvation, and HCI needing just another win to seal the title. The HCI judoka seemed to be dominating his RI opponent, until a stroke of bad luck resulted in him being pinned. When RI seemed to be close to salvation, the HCI judoka astonishingly flipped his opponent over, and the victory went to him and HCI. RI’s captain won the open category bout, but it was only mere consolation for the team who also lost to HCI two years earlier, in the C Division finals. The lost left the Rafflesians pondering over what might have been.

The Raffles A Division girls were up against long time rivals Hwa Chong Institution. Having won two titles consecutively for the past two years, pressure was on the girls’ team to bring back the title once again. Players from both schools, having played against each other for the past four years, were evenly matched. The tension was evident in the air as the players stepped onto the competition mat and the stadium exploded with cheers from supporters from both schools. Both sides knew that it would not be an easy match.

Indeed it was not. For the first match, Jiang He (RJC) and Faith Leong (HCI) fought hard against each other. Jiang He was in the lead with a yuko score, but Faith Leong kept her fighting spirit and managed to end the first match with a draw.

The second match was equally intense, as players from both sides did not score for the first half of the match. However, Cheong Limin (RJC) swept Beatrice Chua (HCI) in the later half of the match and was awarded a koka, sealing a win for RJC. The score was 1-0 with RJC in the lead, yet with three more matches to go, HCI could easily reverse the advantage.

With all eyes fixed on the third match, Penny Moo (HCI) and Rebecca Heng (RJC) put up an impressive fight. Rebecca was in the lead until the last second of the match when she was given a shido (penalty) and the third match too ended with a draw.

The pressure was now on the last two HCI players to win both of their matches. Melissa Sng (HCI) pitted against Yuan TianFei (RJC) for what could be one of the most exciting matches of the day. Both players were skilled and displayed their prowess with Yuan TianFei ending the fight with a wazaari score.

Wang Zijing (HCI) put up a decent fight despite the fact that HCI had already lost the competition, while her opponent Khoo Shi Tien performed well against the middleweight champion. Zijing won the match with a wazaari, but this still could not change the outcome of the competition.

The competition between the two judo powerhouses was a close one. RJC won by a margin with a score of 2-1, successfully defending their champion title for the third year running.

For 3 years, the Raffles A Division Boys have been on the losing end, clinching silver or bronzes on different occasions. It was thought that this year would be no different, but this year, everyone was in for a surprise.

Raffles was off to a rocky start with the HCI captain Chua Kai Jian dominating the extra-lightweight match against Philip Tan with beautiful low seoinages (shoulder throw) and counters.
Raffles 0 – Hwa Chong 1

Next up, was the lightweight match between the National Schools Individual Lightweight Champion,Hiroshi Kondo of HCI (top) against Cheng Wei Shen of RJC (bottom). With Hwa Chong’s lightweight player having previously won the individual gold medal, Raffles’ chances of winning were slim. Although Raffles was initially down by a small point, Wei Shen never gave up and put up a tough fight against his opponent, earning back that point and finally drawing the match in the last few moments of the 3 minutes game.

Raffles 0 – Hwa Chong 1

On to the middleweight match, Titus Ting Kwan Wei of RJC was up against Tan Jhun Boon of HCI. With a perfect footsweep, Titus scored a large point and managed to finish his opponent in a stunning shoulder throw soon after. Finally, some hope to the Raffles A boys team.

Raffles 1 – Hwa Chong 1

For the heavyweight match, the crowd was in anticipation for a tough fight between Tang Zhong Ning of HCI and Deng Yanjun of RJC. Having beaten each other before, both were out to fight for the deciding point. Zhong Ning was steady and alert throughout the match, while Yanjun was not able to perform, thus Zhong Ning won the match with points from a shoulder throw and a sharp tai-otoshi.

Raffles 1 – Hwa Chong 2

Next up, was the open category. Alex of RJC simply scared the wits out of his opponent Boyi of HCI and won an ippon with a beautiful uchi-mata throw.

Raffles 2 – Hwa Chong 2

By the rules, if the match is a tie, both sides have to send out their best players to play the tie-breaker.

It was Alex, National Schools Individual Heavyweight Champion up against the silver medalist Tang Zhong Ning. Zhong Ning did well against Alex, throwing him with a powerful left tai-otoshi, scoring a wazaari (half an ippon score, ippon is a straight win). But all was not lost, as Alex kept up the pressure and entered a forceful uchi-mata, with Zhong Ning resisting the throw, causing a slight concussion on his chest. Already exhausted from the previous match against Deng Yanjun, Zhong Ning no longer enough stamina to attack Alex, thus playing defensively and conceding three penalties(which is equivalent to one wazaari). There was finally renewed hope for Raffles, and Alex did not let us down, scoring a small point koka from countering one of Zhong Ning’s attacks.

Raffles finally achieved the championship title after 3 years. But it would not be so without our worthy opponents, Hwa Chong, who have played their very best and spurred us on to become better and better.

We hope to meet Hwa Chong in the finals again next year, where we will do our utmost best to fight for our school, but at the same time bringing sportsmanship to a higher level!

2008-08-22T21:31:00.000+08:00

I love my gelled hair. They are neat and nice. The bun is still not perfect though. But I cannot see what I am tying! I STILL LOVE MY GELLED HAIR!

2008-08-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

The Right Man- Christina Aguilera

So many years have gone by
Always strong, tried not to cry
Never felt like I needed any man
To comfort me in life
But I'm all made up today
A veil upon my face
But no father stands beside me
To give this bride away

Well I'm standing in the chapel
Wearing my white dress
I have waited for this moment
With tears of happiness
Here I leave behind my past
By taking the chance
I've finally found the right man

Thoughts racing fast through my mind
As I'm gazing down the aisle
That my future will mend the memories
Torn between father and child
My emotions overload
'Cause there is no hand to hold
There's no shoulder here to lean on
I'm walking all on my own

Here I go

Now I'm standing at four corners
To have and to hold
Now my love, you stand beside me
To walk life's winding road
And I owe it all to you
For taking the chance
You've shown me there's a right man
'Cause I never knew a right man

Well I'm standing in the chapel
Ready to confess
That I've waited for this moment
With tears of happiness
Now I leave behind my past
By taking the chance

Ohh

Well I'm standing at four corners
To have and to hold
Now my love, you stand beside me
To walk life's winding road
And I owe it all to you
For taking the chance

And one day my little girl
Will reach out her hand
She'll know I found the right man

This song has no direct relevance to me... But somehow, I just like it. Maybe because it is emo?! :D Nahh. The tune is just nice and kinda erm influencing?

2008-08-15T19:02:00.002+08:00

THERE IS YOG TRAINING TOMORROW! PLEASE GO!

*Why am i the messenger?*

2008-08-11T02:24:00.000+08:00

Dear Starhub,

This is a consumer of the CableTV setup and a Judo fanatic, Ong Yan Lin. I have written this letter to complain about the schedule of the Olympic Games. Apparently, the schedule wrote that the Judo's Men (-66)/ Women (-52) SF/F will be aired on channel 602 at 9.55pm to 11.45pm. Instead, the channel aired basketball. If the basketball game that is aired before the Judo match was just overtime, perhaps I would have tolerated. However, it was the starting of the game which means that the programme is changed without any change in the schedule.

In fact, this kind of miscommunication of the schedule happened before as well. In the previous Olympics Games (Athens 2004), the change in programmes without notifying also occurred. Although the website has stated that programme schedules are subject to change without prior notification, the schedule on the Starhub website or the guide on the CableTV setup did not show any change in the programme schedule.

As one of the Judo fanatics who is a player on the Singapore Judo Youth Team squad, I think that not watching the Judo Olympics Games due to the messed up schedule will cause great impact on the Singapore judo players. As watching the game itself will enhance the judo players' experience and widen their horizon, especially those who are competing in international competition, missing just one event equates to snatching a chance from these learners who yearn for more knowledge.

Being a consumer of the Starhub, I have several suggestions for the benefits of the other consumers who have suffered from the same problem as me and as well as the company. Firstly, as soon as the company has decided on the change in programme, the schedule should be updated, both online and the guide on the CableTV setup. Secondly, if possible, these decisions should be made earlier, so that the consumers will have ample time to check the rescheduled schedule. Thirdly, if the decision is changed at the last minute, there should at least be a message on the TV screen to inform that the programme has been changed. Lastly, the original programme that has been cancelled should be rescheduled to be aired on another day ( THE CONSUMER SHOULD BE INFORMED ABOUT THE RESCHEDULED DAY.)

All in all, I think that the company is very irresponsible to change the programmes without informing the consumers, leaving the consumers confused with the schedule and programmes since the schedule shows the planned programme, while the television shows otherwise. Thus, this is why I wrote this complaint letter.

Yours Sincerely,
Ong Yan Lin

Felt that it is a must to send...

2008-08-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

OH NO! I ALMOST FORGOT!

THIS WEEK THERE'S NO YOG TRAINING! PLEASE DO NOT GO!

2008-08-07T21:21:00.000+08:00

RAWR! :D Geography PT is over! <333

But chinese PT is on next wednesday! Oh well! It's all about memorising it thoroughly and presenting it to the whole class with CONFIDENCE! After that, I am only left with SS PT!

Ballet exam is on 29th August and piano exam is on 18th August. I always had this impression that I will have piano exam first... BUT... things that I hope is always not! Oh yeah, I think thebatchfive will be taking brown belt grading this year. We will be surpassing the seniors! HAHAHAHA! Okay, I was just joking... :D

Hmm, on Sunday night (or rather Monday morning), I slept at 3am and woke up at 6am for school. When I woke up, I was wondering why I was sleeping. I thought I could not sleep?! HAHAHA! READ TOO MUCH BREAKING DAWN! I finished it on Monday night! :D And I bought the book only after I read it. I STILL NEED TO BUY TWILIGHT, NEW MOON AND ECLIPSE. Anyway, the story was quite warped though. I SHALL NOT GIVE SPOILERS!

P/S: <3 DORA! SHE IS BACK IN ACTION! :D

2008-07-29T23:48:00.001+08:00

Chem PT: Done.

Chinese PT: Script

Geography PT: Have not started at all.

SS PT: Have no idea how to start

2008-07-29T02:16:00.000+08:00

English PT/ Oral: Over.

Chem PT: FAQs left

Chinese PT: Script

Geography PT: Have not started at all.

SS PT: Have no idea how to start

2008-07-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

PLEASE NOTE THAT THE SATURDAY'S JUDO TRAINING IS FROM 9-12!

I passed the message around already. -.-

2008-07-20T01:29:00.000+08:00

Bold all that apply!

1. I wish I could fake a British accent. [For oral, I don’t mind]

2. I can make my tongue look like a seashell.

3. I'm Asian, and yet I don't eat rice.

4. I love music.

5. I hate my camera because it didn't come with adequate memory.

6. I love sushi. Especially unagi.

7. Acting like a "gangster" annoys the fuck out of me, but at the same time, I am deeply amused.

8. I love being surprised.

9. I love presents.

10. I love cold nights.

11. I want world peace, but I know one of our world leaders would screw it immediately.

12. Spiders scare me like crazy.

13. I like bracelets.

14. I have a sister named Rinnie.

15. Chickens are amazing. [other than fish, yea.]

16. I wish I went to the beach more often.

17. When I want time to go fast, it goes slow, and vice versa. [this kind of situations are irritating.]

18. I can never seem to finish something until the last minute.

19. I love the little things. If it's a funny little note from a friend or just a little something special, it means so much to me.

20. I like getting letters through the mail.

21. I am me. [what you see is what you get.]

22. I really like the color black. It defines me.

23. I love koala bears.

24. I like anime, and loved it back in 4th grade, but I don't watch it much anymore, save for the occasional episode of Inuyasha.

25. I believe in fate.

26. I wish everyone was original and acted as themselves. [fashion wise, duh.]

27. I hate pop rock.

28. Gangsta people scare me.

29. I adore eighties music. Especially Cyndi Lauper and Duran Duran.

30. I want to make something of my life.

31. I take pictures a lot.

32. Eugenia is crazy.

33. I don't mind having a quiet night in, but at the same time I don't mind a loud night out.

34. My math teacher has telepathic powers.

35. I would rather wear skirts than pants.

36. I'm very neat but my desk is messy.

37. I hate math.

38. I love old movies.

39. I want to go to an Ivy League university.

40. I think Sackcloth Fashion sucks!! Screw rap-metal!

41. I really enjoy thoughtful gifts, even if they suck. It is the thought that counts after all.

42. I'm short.

43. I love the rain.

44. I love to watch people laugh.

45. I take ballet.

46. I cry when other people cry.

47. I love my Jackie O sunglasses.

48. People who act like one thing then get pissy when they get called that one thing annoy me.

49. I cried during A Walk to Remember and am not ashamed to admit it.

50. I'd love to go to public school.

51. Linkin Park is not my favorite band.

52. I live in California.

53. I love summer and the sun. I wish I had a house in Hawaii. I can stare at the beach for hours.

54. I find it so annoying when, as soon as a person stops liking someone, they like someone else a week later. Give it some time to heal, dude!

55. My parents are divorced, and I like it better that way.

56. I buy more CDs in a month than many people buy in six months.

57. Gunbound, Counterstrike, Diablo, and all of those games are really stupid andpeople who sit there playing those games for like 23 hours a day are losers… BIG ones.

58. Love at first sight is a mere excuse for lust.

59. God will be very disappointed of us.

60. I don't know why Asians like rice so much. I mean, come on.

61. I have never been to Texas.

62. Lindsay Lohan is more tolerable than Hilary Duff.

63. One day I hope to be able to forgive.

64. I have a strong hunch that spam is today's soy lent green.

65. I can handle pain, but make it quick.

66. I love salad.

67. I hate green.

68. Black nail polish is common and is a lame-ass excuse for being punk or depressed. Punks are different. So paint your nails different. Black nail polish is too cliché if used for the wrong reasons.

69. don't agree with that. Black nail polish is just black nail polish. I wear it a lot even though I'm not necessarily 'punk'... so screw whoever wrote that.

70. Weezer is a great band.

71. I want to travel the world.

72. I don't understand people who dislike others because they fall under a certain classification. It's like, "I don't like people who like pink...." Well, they could be awesome people, you know.

73. I hate it when people criticize themselves aloud so they can get compliments.7

4. I'm online for 6-7 hours a day on weekends. Isn't that sad?

75. If I had to be stuck on an island, the first thing I would bring is a friend, but my phone and CD player would be sorely missed.

76. I like my MySpace.

77. I love earrings.

78. I love when it's cold, but my favorite season is summer.

79. I'm going to a Catholic all girls school.

80. I am not afraid of dying, just curious to see where we go.

81. Sometimes I just cry for no reason.

82. I hate how un-intellectual people try to appear deep. What is deep and what qualifies a person to be deep?

83. I love Eddie Furlong.84. I love gay people but I am not obsessed.

85. I crave lollipops all the time.

86. I don't like narrow-minded people.

87. I love being so caught up in something that I can't hear other things or see anything else except the thing I'm focused on.

88. I feel sorry for people with Hanson tattoos.

89. I love jokes.

90. I love water, and would choose it over many drinks.

91. I loathe people who flirt incessantly.

92. I love the smell of fire.

93. I believe in Karma.

94. I love night time.

95. I prefer hanging out with guys over girls.

96. I think anyone who can influence you to be a better person is a Godsend.

97. Please wear deodorant if you are 10 or older.

98. I am aware of being a disappointment to my family.

99. I cannot skateboard for the life of me.

100. I am horribly sentimental; I will not throw useless things out.

2008-07-18T03:09:00.001+08:00

I need to finish Chemistry PT by Friday and RS report by Sunday!
CHINESE PT
CHEMISTRY PT
ENGLISH ORAL
GEOGRAPHY PT
SOCIAL STUDIES PT

+ RS EXPERIMENTS AND REPORT
+ TEACHER'S HOMEWORK [E.G ASSIGNMENTS, COMPOSITIONS, ETC]
+ PIANO PRACTICE [DAILY]
+ FINALS ON WEDNESDAY [SUPPORTING A,B,C DIVS FROM RAFFLESJUDO AND DINNER AT NIGHT]
+ BALLET LESSONS ON FRIDAY SATURDAY AND SUNDAY
+ PIANO LESSON ON FRIDAY
+ JUDO TRAINING ON SATURDAY

:D all of you will not never be as busy as me. :D I REALLY HAVE LOTS OF COMMITMENTS

2008-07-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS TO A div boys and girls! :D

Alex saved the day for the Adiv boys! HAHA. I heard about the 'Titus' assumption' incident. >< No offence meant. BUT IT WAS GREAT THAT Adiv WON!

Adiv girls did great too! <333 All the matches were exciting. 不到最后一秒不知鹿死谁手！Continue pwning! Continue thrashing HC! Continue throwing HC! :D

Next year. NEXT YEAR, Bdiv will make a comeback. Just all of you witness it.

Cdiv! DO NOT QUIT AND CONTINUE JUDO! :D Only then you can improve greatly and thrash NANYANG! HAHAHAHAHA!~ Please train harder and shout louder and stop talking/chatting during training. (actually I talk too but at least i cheer...)

P.S: For the Bdiv and Cdiv, I meant both boys and girls. :D But I think at the most only the girls will read it. :D

2008-07-16T01:49:00.000+08:00

OH YEA!

Emily, stop casting black magic. :D

2008-07-16T01:42:00.000+08:00

1 down, 4 to go.

CHINESE PT
CHEMISTRY PT
ENGLISH ORAL
GEOGRAPHY PT
SOCIAL STUDIES PT

The one that looks ultra big means that it is very urgent. The ones in bold means that it is done. The one that is smaller means that IT IS NOT URGENT! :D

+ RS EXPERIMENTS AND REPORT
+ TEACHER'S HOMEWORK [E.G ASSIGNMENTS, COMPOSITIONS, ETC]
+ PIANO PRACTICE [DAILY]
+ FINALS ON WEDNESDAY [SUPPORTING A,B,C DIVS FROM RAFFLESJUDO AND DINNER AT NIGHT]
+ BALLET LESSONS ON FRIDAY SATURDAY AND SUNDAY
+ PIANO LESSON ON THURSDAY/FRIDAY
+ JUDO TRAINING ON SATURDAY

:D all of you will not never be as busy as me. :D I REALLY HAVE LOTS OF COMMITMENTS

2008-07-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

Hmm, yesterday I watched CSI before going to Mac to do homework... I DID ASSIGNMENT 1 AND WORKSHEET 5 [I left like 4 or 6 questions blank. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO!]. Quite productive to me. Anyway, then after that went for Ballet. :D Ms Kee is really cute! And my free enchainement. Oh nevermind about that. I will just fail the section = -20 marks. 10 for music cality and another 10 for the vocabulary section. Haha. But the Sissionne Femme is just my doom. I don't know how to do dessous and dessus! Nevermind! REALLY NEVERMIND! I <3 PIROUETTE EN DEHORS ENDING WITH FONDUE+ARABESQUE! :D

Anyway, today went to Mac again, and only wrote 1 paragraph of 报章报导. WHO CARES ANYWAY! :D Then went to JEC to eat lunch with emily. Then iceskate with emily and mark. :D I really like iceskating. The rink was really empty today. APCG week is still not bad afterall. :D THAT'S ALL!

CHINESE PT
CHEMISTRY PT
ENGLISH ORAL
GEOGRAPHY PT
SOCIAL STUDIES PT

+ RS EXPERIMENTS AND REPORT
+ TEACHER'S HOMEWORK [E.G ASSIGNMENTS, COMPOSITIONS, ETC]
+ PIANO PRACTICE
+ FINALS ON WEDNESDAY [SUPPORTING A,B,C DIVS FROM RAFFLESJUDO AND DINNER AT NIGHT]
+ BALLET LESSONS
+ PIANO LESSON
+ JUDO TRAINING ON SATURDAY

:D all of you will not ever be as busy as me. :D I REALLY HAVE LOTS OF COMMITMENTS

2008-07-12T18:48:00.001+08:00

If only I didn't have such broad shoulders.
If only I didn't have such big arms.
If only I didn't have such bulging tummy.
If only I didn't have such fat thighs.

2008-07-11T00:44:00.000+08:00

Bahhh. It is really time for me to shed some weight. Why is it that I always say that not but no action is being taken?!

2008-06-29T14:42:00.000+08:00

Since you don't want to pay for my fees to such a great extent. Fine then. I will not force you. I want to dance more than you can imagine. Just witness the way that I will choose to pay my fees. You will definitely regret your choice. I don't give a damn to how many times I will faint. I will continue.

2008-06-29T03:17:00.000+08:00

Oh no. I think I should be formal...

Mr Wee... I am sorry for calling you by your name in the previous post and I know that you will not read the blog. BUT PLEASE CHANGE THE NAT YOUTH TRAINING TO SATURDAY MORNING! PLEASE!!!! I BEG YOU. ):

P.S: I wanna go tokyo in august. Maybe it's october. I am not sure.

2008-06-29T03:05:00.000+08:00

I realise that my posts are very brief. But oh well, who cares? :D

Hmm, today left early from ballet to catch the performance 'B-Boyz and Ballerina' in Esplanade! Tomorrow is the last show at 3pm. Go catch it if you read this in time. :D

The performance was good as in the B-Boys part. Even though the korean guys were short (guess too much B-Boying/Breakdancing will stun one's growth), THEY WERE CUTE! HAHAHAHAHA. ARGH. Look at me go crazy over boys. -.- Hmm, actually not really. Not to the extent to crazy, just having the opinions on them e.g cute, WAH LOOK LIKE JAP!, I bet she went for plastic surgery (ballerina, etc. Didn't quite like the ballet part because I don't think that the ballerina was very pro. But the B-boys' breakdancing skills awed me! :D The storyline was cliche but what really matters is the dancing! :D Dancing is passion! Somewhat the story is trying to portray which I totally agree with. They've made me go crazy over hip hop/breakdancing! GAHHHH! I need to wait for this short-lived passion to die down. Something which is quite funny about this performance is that... after watching, I don't really like the main lead. Instead, I LIKE THE GUY THAT IS SUPPOSED TO ACT MEAN! :D HAHA! He looked like a Japanese, I think that why I like him. :D What's more the main lead is short short short. WAY TO SHORT FOR ME TO EVEN TAKE A LIKING FOR HIM. Okay, I shan't be so mean. I like him a little. :D Oh yea, a short B-Boy who is in the same crew as the main lead is also very cute! :D He was wearing a limegreen cap and shirt! :D I like green! He is just a typical korean who is CUTE! :D

My feet are bursting with blisters. I shouldn't have worn high-heels to the performance. Should have been clever enough to wear board shorts and sports shoes there just like last time when I watched the Zurich Ballet performance. -.- I still have to dance tomorrow. Luckily, it is just a 45 minutes session. :D

P.S: PUISENG! I KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT READING THIS BLOG! BUT CHANGE THE NAT YOUTH TRAINING TO SATURDAY MORNING! PLEASE!!!! I BEG YOU. ):

2008-06-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

Being a bridesmaid/sister is really tiring/not easy. I feel that I am going to be sick soon.

2008-06-17T00:37:00.001+08:00

http://www.ipersonic.com/test.html

Energetic Doer (ED)

Energetic Doers are cheerful and spontaneous persons. They are charming and full of energy and real persons of action. They keep a clear head and the overview even in difficult situations. This makes them popular problem solvers. Their ability of being able to absorb and process information is phenomenal. Energetic Doers also have strong powers of observation and a keen sense when dealing with other people. They are very perceptive, witty and clever. They have a natural ability of convincing others of their point of view. Energetic Doers live completely in the here and now and make spontaneous decisions from one moment to the next. They love being together with other people and are sensuous, lively and amusing conversationalists. It is no problem for them to be the effervescent centre of attention at a party and they are generous, skilful and good hosts. They do not brood over consequences for long; they quickly grasp all the relevant facts, make a pragmatic decision and enforce that decision vigorously. Should a decision later turn out to have been wrong, one can always make new plans.

Energetic Doers magically attract fun and action. They need the kick - as far as possible with other people. Many representatives of this type have dangerous hobbies or go in for extreme sports. They quite consciously put themselves in dangerous situations again and again. At work too, Energetic Doers seek fun and variety above all. They are bored to death by routine, safety and calculability. Crises are their elixir of life and really bring their strong points to light. They react to new challenges flexibly and effectively. They gain their confidence from their imperturbable self-assuredness that they will be able to cope with them. Energetic Doers prefer practical activities which lead to visible results rather than theoretical fields of work. Endless discussions with colleagues quickly get on their nerves and they do not have the patience for interpersonal niceties. They say how something has to be done and that’s that!

Energetic Doers keep their friends in suspense with their wit, esprit and quickness in repartee. They mostly have a large circle of friends and acquaintances but often remain non-committal in their relationships. They expect a great deal of reliability and tolerance from their really good friends but are also willing to give the same to them. However, due to their spontaneous nature, they always remain a little surprising and unpredictable, also for their partners. Energetic Doers need a lot of space and time to themselves; they quickly feel hemmed in if their partners cling too strongly to them. But if you give them plenty of leeway, they are generous, cheerful and extremely imaginative life companions with whom you can have a lot of fun and enjoy life to the full. They do not avoid conflicts but address them openly and sometimes sparks can really fly. But this is typical for Energetic Doers and, afterwards, they are all the more devoted and loving.

It's quite true...

2008-06-17T00:37:00.000+08:00

OMG THIS IS THE THIRD TIME I AM TYPING THIS POST BECAUSE MY WIRELESS CONNECTION SUCKS LIKE HELL!

I slept at 3am yesterday and I woke up at 7am. Went down to Bugis to attend a crashcourse by the School of Thoughts ,which was featured on the Sunday Times last week as one of the STAR TUTORs!, from 9.30am to 2pm with a 45min break in between. The lecturer is very charismatic, not because he is good looking or whatever (in fact he is not), but because he is able to entertain and engage the audience. THAT'S WHY HE EARNS $11000 a months. I strive to earn as much as him or maybe even more but definitely not his job because he just talks nonstop during the crashcourse. I will not be able to stand it...

Crux of the crashcourse: FACTS ARE CHEAP! THE UNDERSTAND/AWARENESS OF ISSUES AND THE APPLICATION OF FACTS AND DISCOVERIES ARE MORE DANGEROUS/VALUABLE/IMPORTANT THAN THE FACTS/NEWS/DATA THEMSELVES!

I am sorry that I didn't go for Judo training today BUT I don't regret for attending the crashcourse instead. :D

But anyway, I went to ice-skate with Mark, MY NEW SISTER! :D Okay, I'm sorry. My new BROTHER! :D That's why my toes are dead.

2008-06-15T23:03:00.001+08:00

I am torn.

Why am I always in a dilemma to choose from two things that I like?

Saturday: Piano; 3.30-4.30/ Judo; 2-5/ Ballet; 4-6

Is the afternoon timeslot that good? Why must everyone vie that only timeslot? I am free on the saturday's morning and night. STOP TEARING ME APART! I don't know any tricks to replicate myself.

2008-06-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

I was watching KBSWorld because it was airing a show called Bodyguard. I remained watching the show because I saw Hyun Bin. :D OMG! His role in the show is damn funny. He was acting as the stalker... -.- Okay... Nevermind. :D He still looks as cute as ever! :D <3 dimples!

http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Bodyguard

2008-06-12T02:50:00.000+08:00

I need to start waking up at 5 and go running 5 rounds in the park. Most importantly, stop procrastination and delaying this plan.

2008-06-08T20:14:00.001+08:00

I SWEAR THAT I WILL NEVER GO SHOPPING WITH MY FAMILY OR RELATIVES ANYMORE!

Bought 2 dresses today... -.-

2008-06-08T20:14:00.000+08:00

Hectic schedule for the rest of the holidays...
Monday: Judo + Read Eclipse :D
Tuesday: Judo
Wednesday: Judo + Ballet
Thursday: Sister's Wedding; Giving the bride's family $$ and PRESENTS ETC
Friday: Piano + Ballet
Saturday: YOG Judo Team Tryout + Ballet (if about to make it)
Sunday: Ballet
Monday: Judo
Tuesday: Class Gathering
Wednesday: Judo + Ballet
Thursday: Pon School; Sister's Wedding as EMCEE
Friday: -END OF HOLIDAY- SCHOOL STARTS FOR ME

2008-06-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

My toes are aching from pointe work yesterday.
Free enchainment was great and fun.

Starting Position: Right Leg at the back, facing corner 1
1 Glissade Derriere
2 Pas De Chat; Arms to 3rd
3 Changement
4 Stretch and bend
5 Repeat Step 1 to 4; Starting with left leg
6 Assemble Over; Starting with leg at the back; With arm
7 Stretch and bend
8 Assemble Over
9 Assemble Under; Starting with leg in front
10 Repeat Step 6 to 9

Holiday Schedule
Ballet: 4 times per week
Judo: 3 times per week
Piano: 1 time per week

It is a no wonder that my toes are aching. I suspect that my aching left upper arm is due to the rotating in different direction of the upper and lower arm [though it gives the perfect arm shape for ballet].

DAMN! WHO CARES! Just need to remind myself that I like ballet. :D THIS IS TRUE! :D Ms Kee is funny... though sometimes her jokes are quite sick...

2008-06-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

Sister's wedding in 2 weeks' time. I am going to be one of the sister + Emcee :D

I just read finish Twilight... I WANNA READ NEW MOON NOW! :D

2008-06-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

My left upper arm feels funny. It's the bone. I can feel it. I want to crack it but the cracking doesn't seem to work off the funny feeling.

The side of my left knee is bruised. When I bend/stretch the knee, I can feel the tightness. Very tight.

My right thumb is sprained. I am unable to apply pressure on any thing with my right thumb, but I still play the piano. Hmm, it feels fine to play the piano. I am getting used to paralysing my thumb anyway. It is a hindrance to typing smses... It hurts. It was recovering. ALL THANKS TO THE 'RAFFLES DESTROYER'! -.-

I think I am getting ill soon. THAT'S ALL! *As in physically, not mentally. -.-

2008-06-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

I need to be thinner. :X

2008-05-31T03:19:00.000+08:00

These Days- Bon Jovi

I was walking around, just a face in the crowd
Trying to keep myself out of the rain
Saw a vagabond king wear a styrofoam crown
Wondered if I might end up the same
Theres a man out on the corner
Singing old songs about change
Everybody got their cross to bare, these days

She came looking for some shelter with a suitcase full of dreams
To a motel room on the boulevard
Guess shes trying to be james dean
Shes seen all the disciples and all the wanna bes
No one wants to be themselves these days
Still theres nothing to hold on to but these days

These days - the stars seem out of reach
These days - there aint a ladder on these streets
These days - are fast, love dont last in this graceless age
There aint nobody left but us these days

Jimmy shoes busted both his legs, trying to learn to fly
From a second story window, he just jumped and closed his eyes
His momma said he was crazy - he said momma Ive got to try
Dont you know that all my heroes died
And I guess Id rather die than fade away

These days - the stars seem out of reach
But these days - there aint a ladder on these streets
These days are fast, love dont lasts-in this graceless age
Even innocence has caught the morning train
And there aint nobody left but us these days

I know romes still burning
Though the times have changed
This world keepd turning round and round and round and round
These days

These days - the stars seem out of reach
But these days - there aint a ladder on these streets
These days are fast, love dont lasts-in this graceless age
Even innocence has caught the morning train
And there aint nobody left but us these days

These days - the stars seem out of reach
These days - there aint a ladder on these streets
These days - are fast, nothing lasts
There aint no time to waste
There aint nobody left to take the blame
There aint nobody left but us these days

It is really true

2008-05-28T14:04:00.000+08:00

I should have never come home.

2008-05-24T00:44:00.000+08:00

I can't stand my tears rolling down my cheek.

2008-05-24T00:14:00.002+08:00

I think I need to see a shrink soon. I don't know how to handle my life.

2008-05-24T00:14:00.001+08:00

I hate my weak side to be seen.
I am rather independent.

2008-05-22T00:13:00.004+08:00

I think I am going to have a sleepless night because I cannot stop crying. I am crying not because I did my examinations badly or whatsoever. I am just really pissed off at myself for being such a hypocrite and someone who is never able to reject.

2008-05-22T00:13:00.003+08:00

If the next time you see me double the size, most probably I binged because I am so pissed off and frustrated at myself.

2008-05-22T00:13:00.001+08:00

I NEED TO KICK SOMEBODY!

2008-05-19T04:10:00.000+08:00

I am stressed. Maybe it is because it is post MYAs, yet I still have so much things to do. I am really not capable to do anything that is right.

I cannot play my piano examination pieces right.
I cannot dance with confidence. Not even when you said that I am a confirmed candidate. Looks are deceiving. My self-esteem is really low.
I cannot design my science experiments well.
I cannot play Judo well.
I cannot pull before executing a throw.
I cannot turn during a throw.
I cannot stop saying cannot.

2008-05-14T20:21:00.000+08:00

BAHHHHH. I AM INJURED!

2008-05-11T00:17:00.001+08:00

I went out on Thursday because I didnt know that there is official training. If I knew that it was, I would have gone. Sorry, Dora. I really didnt know it. ):

2008-05-10T23:57:00.000+08:00

MYAs ended on Wednesday. And I went out with Krystal, Emily, Shamaine and Amelia to catch a movie, Superheroes -.-, and went shopping in Orchard. Krystal and Emily bought shirts, one each! At first, I wanted to go to Krystal's house for sleepover but in the end, I didn't because I didn't felt like it.

I swear that I will earn more than enough to shop in Paragon. That is quite a good motivation for the future I think. You need to be rich to shop in Paragon [even though I don't buy branded goods, I just want to be rich]

Went out again on Thursday, this time with Elizabeth and Yuhan. At first, we wanted to go to Escape Themepark. When we reached there then we realised that it is closed [should have listened to Shamaine], so we went to catch a movie instead. :D It was Speedracer.

Have been watching heroes! (:

That's the end! (:

2008-05-01T23:14:00.001+08:00

Okay. I don't regret taking geography now. It wasn't as hard as I have thought to be. I finished the paper around 20min before the paper ends... I don't what happened but somehow I finished the paper really fast. Usually, people don't even have enough time to write. >.< I shall not say that the paper is easy, lest I get low marks! (:

2008-05-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

I AM GOING NUTS.
REALLY NUTS.

I regretted taking geography. I should have taken lit even though I fail it. At least I don't have to memorise.

2008-04-30T16:04:00.000+08:00

Chem is dead. I regretted not taking PV=nRT seriously.

2008-04-27T01:14:00.001+08:00

Nowadays I really cannot keep myself awake. Being nocturnal for half of the life that I have lived up till now, my eyelids just droop down by 12 like nobody's business.

This past week, I have irregular sleeping patterns. Sleeping at 6.30pm on alternate days until the morning and I wake up for school again. If not I sleep at 2am, trying my best to use toothpicks to pry open my tired eyes. My goodness, what on earth has my body become.

Now it's 1.17am. I am still struggling to finish doing my chemistry assessment book on topics that I will be tested on Wednesday. My first Science textbook in my Secondary years. I think that it is not bad though. Kinda missed the days of mountains of assessment books. It is really funny that in Primary School, how much I hated them, now I bought them and doing them on my own accord.

Life is really weird. You will never know how much you have changed and matured. Understanding why teachers force you to do your homework. It trains your self-control, which is very essential in life. If you don't start early, it will be difficult to get it. Understanding why such a torture which is called the assessment books existed. It is to help you to pass your examinations. Just do them all, you will pass your examinations with flying colours. Believe me. You will understand that THEY ARE ALL FOR YOUR OWN GOOD!

2008-04-22T19:51:00.000+08:00

I <3 high heels! They are pretty!

www.heels.com

I cannot afford it but I can look at it.

2008-04-20T14:40:00.001+08:00

I like Blues and Jazz.

La Vie En Rose. Not the movie.

2008-04-20T14:40:00.000+08:00

I WON GOLD! (:

Guess because this time round Dora wasn't in my weight category. Seeing Tang Jing Fang getting injured (shoulder) in the first bout, I felt kinda bad for her. Not that I was her opponent, it is just that the other people in her category couldn't get to fight her. GET WELL SOON JING FANG! (:

Dora must get well soon too. She was sick on Wednesday. ): Then she was not in her top condition today. IF NOT SHE WILL DEFINITELY WIN THE GOLD! She was still coughing WITH PHLEGM today. Poor Dora.

Anyway, the Sec 1s and 2s were good, even though they lost. ALL OF YOU LISTEN UP! TRAIN HARD FOR THE TEAM EVENT IN JULY! WE WILL WE WILL ROCK YOU! (: Don't give up because you lost. After all, you all are new to Judo. (: Don't give up after 1 competition. FYI, I was thrashed in my 1st competition too. ):

Finally, on my bouts, they were boring. Play 1 bout get into finals already. That's is like WTH! 2 bouts get gold. Still, I should comment on my performance. I had the confidence to win but didn't attack enough. I think that sucksss. I should attack and try forward throw. Mr Tan reminded me somewhere at the end. I tried but it turned out to be some back throw AGAIN. ): Oh ya, I had a new opponent in finals. My previous final opponent's friend. HAHA! (:

I need to train harder and beat Dora before achieving anything.

2008-04-18T22:11:00.002+08:00

National Age Group Competition is on Sunday. >.<

MYAs is coming in 1 weeks' time. >.<

I have not start studying yet. >.<

Here I am blogging. >.<

2008-04-18T22:11:00.001+08:00

La Vie En Rose.

2008-04-14T16:11:00.001+08:00

Somehow, I like Bon Jovi's voice.

2008-04-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

TERM 1 Test Results:

Geography: 10.5/ 20 (3.6)
Mathematics: 32/ 40 (4.0)
Chinese: 13.5/ 20 (3.2)
Social Studies (SS): 10/ 15 (3.2)
English: 20/ 30 (3.2)
Biology: DON'T KNOW!

The highest Grade Point is 4.0... My grades suck. That is something that I just realise.

I hate the Chinese Teacher (CT). This is the first time I ever got so low for my official letter writing. 13.5. My average is like around 15 at least. Most of the time is 16/20. Forget it. I will be sure that her spectacles will just fall to the ground when she sees my next grade. IT WILL BE 60/60.

Anyway, since I am talking about CT, let me continue to complain about her. At first, I kinda like her lessons ( because it is chinese), to the extent that I answer every question because NO ONE ANSWERS IT AND I FEEL ANNOYED WHEN THAT HAPPENS. Until THAT FATEFUL DAY (:, she confiscated my geography textbook because I was studying it since the next lesson is Geography and I have to do my Formative Assessment. She may say that it is for my own good or whatsoever, I DON'T CARE. I have test after next wednesday and she confiscated it on the Thursday. HOW AM I GOING TO MUG? I was clever enough to get a free textbook from my friend since she is not taking Geography anymore. After LONG-OVER Geography test, she approached me and asked me why didn't I ask her for the book. I stoned on the spot. What can I answer? Since she likes to confiscate so much, let her confiscate LA! There are like a thousand people (hyperbole) in the whole level that do not take Geography. I can always get free textbooks from them. What can she do? Okay, I wanted to say that, but I am not gutsy enough. Then she said what should she do? Do I want the book back? I replied I don't know. THEN, SHE THREATENED. 'You don't know what to do with the book? Hmm, shall I submit it to the form teacher?' You want to submit, submit la. AS IF I CARE. Fine, I care. I don't want any more teachers to have a wrong impression of me. I am a good student. SO I REPLIED THAT I WANT THE BOOK BACK. IT WAS A FORCED ANSWER. Let me repeat that. FORCED. But anyway, the aftermath of this incident is: AN OFFICIAL LETTER OF APOLOGY as practice for the chinese test. She returned the book after months.

After chinese, it's SS's turn. I missed my 4.0 by 0.5 mark. WTH! 80% will be attained if I had 0.5 mark more. -_-" I don't care. I need my 4.0 DESPERATELY. I SHALL MUG EVERY SINGLE SS NOTES. As if I will. But I will try.

English is supposed to pull my marks up. I guessed that it helped abit. I should have tried to score higher.

Biology is the subject that I like best now. ESP THE TEACHER, MS YEO! I joined a group on facebook that is called 'MS YEO WAS MY BIO TEACHER!' HAHA! Funny right! But anyway, she is cute but she spoonfeeds us. Everyone likes her spoonfeeding though. Took 2 biology tests already but have not gotten any one of the marks yet. HOW LAME! -_-' I NEED SOME GOOD NEWS TO CHEER ME UP! (:

BAHHHHHH I AM STUPID.

MY COACH PREDICTED THAT THE FRENCH WOMEN WILL WIN MOST OF THE OLYMPIC'S GOLD MEDALS FOR JUDO THIS YEAR! I WANT JAPAN! MY AIM IS TO JOIN THE YOUTH OLYMPICS IN 2010 because for girls, only those that are borned in 1993 and above (1994,etc) will be qualified to join! (: I WANNA BE IN NATIONAL TEAM.

I NEED TO TRAIN HARDER AND BE CLEVERER!

2008-04-09T00:47:00.000+08:00

All the PTs and tests are weighing down on me.
Deadline
Biology SPA/Practical: Wednesday
Geography PT/SA: Thursday
Physics PT: Friday

I am dead. I have not studied for Biology yet. I need my sleep deperately.

Ballet and Piano examinations are coming up as well in July and August.
Important Judo Team competition is in July.

Oh My ? [I am a freethinker] I am so busy. I need to start practising my piano examination pieces. Going to take Grade 6 exams but practising Grade 8 piece. -.- It's not right...

2008-04-07T19:52:00.000+08:00

I NEED A NEW PAIR OF POINTE SHOES!

I didn't know that my current pair is in such bad condition! The platform is dented (which means that it is my toes that are in contact with the ground) when it is supposed to be hard and firm. The sole is too soft to have any shape. In other words, my pointe shoes are shapeless! Nevermind, then the pointe shoes represent me. I AM SHAPELESS! ): Time to lose some weight!

Monster PT is a killer!

2008-03-30T21:26:00.000+08:00

Pointe work was a flop!

Ms Kee told us that she is going to access us soon. >.< MY GOODNESS! I started my 1st half an hour of pointe work in a zillion years and I then realized that I have cut my big toe nail too short. Besides, my bunion is a great obstruction to my dancing career. HAHA! Just joking. I don't think I will take dancing as my career but the stupid bunion is just an obstacle. In case that you all don't know what bunion is, please go to bunion and read. You can learn something! (: Anyway, for your information, many dancers develop bunions. So I don't really care.

I only did Math Assignment 1. There is still 2 and 3 to go. :X Don't tell Ms Lim or Ms Ang. >.<

2008-03-30T10:02:00.000+08:00

Ballet is back to normal! (Though I slack a lot yesterday)
My legs were all flimsy yesterday. I just cannot keep the determination up.
But oh well, I will definitely work towards the examinations in August.

700 skippings yesterday. I don't know if I did all, but that means 1400 skippings in a week. 200 skippings a day. That will take my life. >.< In addition, there is still Judo PT on Monday and Wednesday starting from tomorrow onwards. I wonder I am going to study for my test or do my PTs since I will plonk onto my bed once I reach home. I guess all these PTs and school homework will make me slimmer since they are physically and mentally straining. I don't hope that my brain will skrink in size. (:

I need to do my math assignment now. It was issued before the March Holidays.

Please do not ask me out on any days. I am really busy and tired. I am not even interested in my birthday present, not to say seeing your face. I know you won't see this post anyway.

2008-03-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

I WON BRONZE!

It seems like a curse that I always win bronze whenever I am in the weight category that is same as Dora. BUT WHY?! Nevermind about that, because Dora's gold medal record is broken. HAHA! I am not being sarcastic or anything, it is just that she always win gold. ): But this time round she won silver. Okay... sorry Dora. I didn't mean that Tang Jing Fang should win the gold la. If you have won then I will say that Tang Jing Fang's record is broken... So don't scold me. Don't take this post to heart. I AM JUST KIDDING!

Actually I am not that happy that I won bronze because I lost the first match because of a KOKA. >.< That is so stupid. But I guess that I will lose anyway because I didn't attack. I AM GOING TO TRAIN A FORWARD THROW! Not going to tell you people what it is going to be. HAHA. I realise that really A LOT of people in my category do seoinage. WHY? Seoinage is such a difficult throw to practise. ): Forget it, I will learn how to counter all of you! :P Maybe I will do that throw? You will never know it. HEEHEEEEE!

I WILL BE BACK!

2008-03-22T23:24:00.001+08:00

This joke is quite funny. HAHA!

'The lightbulb joke'
Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They'll prefer it to be darker. (Hmmmm?*raises eye-brows* )

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They'll find ways out of the dark.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

*no offence to any jc/anyone

got this from Sarah Lai's blog.

2008-03-22T23:14:00.001+08:00

I think I am quite depressed when I have nothing to do.
I need to eat. Perhaps that's why I am gaining weight unconsciously.
I don't eat a lot nowadays I feel but I just keep on gaining weight.
Maybe this is a symptom of being depressed or stress whatever you want to name it.

I cried today because I could not contain my frustration anymore.
I have to eat away my frustrations.
The first thing that I ate was chocolate ice- cream.
I guess that that is quite a therapeutic food to eat.
The shop mentioned, 'Smile. Life is uncertain. Have a dessert first.'

Am I being too moody today? It is definitely not PMS.

2008-03-21T11:55:00.000+08:00

I have just decided that eating fish is not such a good idea now...
If a man consumes a lot of fish, it is worse for them.

Read it from rbiology.wordpress.com

Bringing Cancer to the Dinner Table: Breast Cancer Cells Grow Under Influence of Fish Flesh
By David Biello
Many streams, rivers and lakes already bear warning signs that the fish caught within them may contain dangerously high levels of mercury, which can cause brain damage. But, according to a new study, these fish may also be carrying enough chemicals that mimic the female hormone estrogen to cause breast cancer cells to grow. “Fish are really a sentinel, just like canaries in the coal mine 100 years ago,” says Conrad Volz, co-director of exposure assessment at the University of Pittsburgh Cancer Institute’s Center for Environmental Ecology. “We need to pay attention to chemicals that are estrogenic in nature, because they find their way back into the water we all use.”
Volz and colleagues, including biochemist Patricia Eagon, took samples from 21 catfish and six white bass donated by local anglers as part of a study presented at the American Association for Cancer Research meeting in Los Angeles this week. The fish were caught in five places: a relatively unpolluted site 36 miles upstream from Pittsburgh on the Allegheny River; an industrial site on the Monongahela River; an Allegheny site downstream from several industries that release toxic chemicals; and the confluence of the Allegheny and Monongahela rivers, where Pittsburgh dumps much of its treated sewage and sewer outflows. “This is the largest concentration of combined sewer outflows in the U.S.,” Volz notes, about the confluence, known as the Point. The researchers also bought several fish at the store as controls.

Using an organic solvent, the researchers created an extract from the skin, flesh and fat of the various fish. They then bathed a breast cancer cell line—known as MCF-7—in the extract. “We used this cell line because it has estrogen receptors in it, meaning that if estrogens are present it causes this cell line to proliferate,” Volz explains. “If you put something on it and it grows, then it must be stimulating the estrogen receptor.” In addition to responding to pure estrogen applied as a positive control, the extract from two of the white bass and five of the catfish caused the breast cancer cells to thrive.

The highest response came from fish caught in the industrial section of the Monongahela River. “The Monongahela River area is the area in Pittsburgh that was the site of most of the steel production over the last 100 years,” Volz says. “That area is still an industrial beehive.” But the broadest response came from where the sewer outflows and sewage treatment plants flow into the rivers from Pittsburgh; three of the four catfish caught here caused the breast cancer cells to proliferate. “Sewage might be more responsible for putting estrogenic chemicals in the water than the industries alone,” Volz adds. “All of the hormone replacement products that women use go down the drain, along with birth control pills, antibacterial soaps, and many of the plastics we use, like Bisphenol A, have such effects.”

It remains unclear exactly what estrogen-mimicking chemicals were actually present in the fish and what kind of cancer-causing role they might have. But their effects on the fish themselves were clear: the gender of nine of the fish could not be determined. “Increased estrogenic active substances in the water are changing males so that they are indistinguishable from females,” Volz says. “There are eggs in male gonads as well as males are secreting a yolk sac protein. Males aren’t supposed to be making egg stuff.”

And this estrogen burden is widespread. The store-bought white bass caused breast cancer cells to grow like its river-caught counterparts (as well as containing higher levels of mercury, arsenic and other contaminants) after being trucked to Pittsburgh from Lake Erie. “These fish, again, were in waters that were seeing industrial waste as well as possible combined sewer outflows,” Volz notes. “This isn’t just happening in Pittsburgh, this is happening everywhere in the industrialized world.”

Volz says he and his fellow researchers are launching a broader survey this summer that will entail sampling fish all along the Allegheny River. Efforts will be made to determine if it is industrial waste, sewage or agricultural runoff—or all three—that is responsible for the problem. In the meantime, cooking the fat out of fish may be the best defense. “If you broil fish and let the fats drip out that will take most of the contaminants out,” Volz says, though that may not be enough given other exposures to potentially tainted water. “What our study does show us is that there is exposure potential to vast populations that use water from our rivers as their drinking water supply.”

Eating gender-modified fish. Isn't it incredible? (Though kind of gross) (: Guys. Beware. YOU MAY BE THE NEXT WHICH PEOPLE ARE UNABLE TO IDENTIFY YOUR GENDER!

I HAVE JUST DECIDED THAT I REALLY LIKE BIOLOGY BECAUSE IT IS SO INTERESTING! (:
rbiology.wordpress.com is a good website.

2008-03-18T16:43:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

I have just decided that my leg is injured. Right leg.
AND GUESS WHAT! I JUST HAD MY BALLET EXAMINATION WITH THE STUPID INJURED LEG!
Forget it.

Anyway, I think I will not have any marks for music cality because I rushed in the exercises. :X NEVERMIND. IT'S OVER AFTER ALL! (:

Judo Indivs' Competition is next week.
I NEED TO BEAT NANYANG. HOPEFULLY WITHOUT MY SCREWED UP LEG!

2008-03-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

Busy March Holidays:

Monday: Ballet Open House
Tuesday: Geography Learning Journey Trip
Wednesday: Judo Training Camp
Thursday: Judo Training Camp
Friday: Ballet Practice
Saturday: Judo Combine Training with HCI , Piano, Ballet
Sunday: TIME TO WATCH TV!

HAHA! NO TIME FOR HOMEWORK ALREADY!

Oh yea. I am in the the B'div team. :X I am at loss. I need to remind myself, 'Grab. Move. Control. Throw'.

2008-02-29T17:54:00.000+08:00

Today was Biology test.
After finishing the test, I then realised that I mugged so many unneccesary topics! Like Ion Pumps, Cell Functions etc etc etc!
WHAT THE HELL!!! I mugged so long for Biology la!
For the first time in my three years in RGS, I memorised the cell functions for test and the worse thing is that NO CELL FUNCTION!
Forget it. What's more is that the paper clearly stated the instructions on the first page, 'Circle MCQs questions' answers'. The 'CIRCLE' is in bold. I wrote the answers at the side. I didn't circle! >.< Nevermind. There are only 4 questions. 4 marks gone.
Luckily, this test is only 10%. Even if I score 20 out of 40... only 5 marks gone. (:

2008-02-20T19:16:00.000+08:00

If that is what you want, let it be.
If you think that this is just a rebellious act, I don't care.
Perhaps I have always just said it but didn't fulfill it.
This time round, it will really happen.
You just wait.

2008-02-18T18:34:00.000+08:00

Finally, I am blogging. For the first time, I am uploading pictures up on blogger. HAHA. But anyway, there's a geog test on wednesday, but here I am blogging. *shake head*

What I wore when my sister registered her marriage LAST YEAR! (:

My second sister! Not the one that is marrying...

First day of Chinese New Year. I tied my hair up in the end because letting my hair down is so irritating!

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My sister and I again. I am the one who is supposed to wear her dress but because of her figure... she wore it in the end.

My ELDEST sister and I. I know that her eyes are big. You don't have to tell me that.

I know that my lip gloss is ABIT gross.

The three sisters!

My cousin and I.

Still my cousin and I. She is the sister of the previous cousin. (:

Still my cousin!

Second Day of Chinese New Year!

My second sister and I FOREVER

My nails are not very pretty because I lack of practice. I only paint my nails when there are special occasions

If I have time to blog next time, maybe I will post some random pictures. HAHA. I didnt take pictures of my clothes in the next two days. ): But nevermind.

2008-02-03T17:05:00.000+08:00

I HAVE BOUGHT MY NEW YEAR CLOTHES! WAHAHAAAAAHAHAHAH!
I think they suit the theme black and white. PRETTY! (:
I hope that I will take pictures of my clothes and shoes during chinese new year! (:

2007-12-21T19:25:00.000+08:00

I fainted again today~!

Let me tell all of you how my day was.

I woke up at 10+. I didn't brush my teeth and went straight to crunchyroll to watch my shows. Since it was the first day of my period, I suffered from cramps , but I think that it was kind of a minor one. I fell asleep during my cramps. That's the way that I use to get past cramps. Then my sister woke me up at 2 so that we can go shopping together at causewaypoint. I brushed my teeth and changed then I realised that my 'breakfast' is being eaten up by my brother, so I thought that since my faint spells are due to low blood sugar, I should eat chocolate or something that has glucose. SO I ate chocolate. Then I went out with my sister.

As soon as we reached causewaypoint, we went to eat Jacks' Place. That was around 3.30 I think. We ordered the student's meal which consists of the soup of the day, chicken cutlet + salad + fries, a glass of Sprite and some ice-cream. I had cramps AGAIN when I started eating the chicken cutlet. The cramps turned out to be so unbearable so I have decided to go to the toilet.

That's how my faint spell went. When I stood up, I was still alright. However, on my way to the toilet, I could sense that the faint spell is going to happen because my vision was blurred and I couldn't hear to anything that's around me. Therefore, I decided to seek help from a random shop called 'Men's Master' which sold clothes. I called out to the salesperson. The shop was playing Jolin Tsai's song then because I heard 'Go go Sisters. Go Go Brothers'. The salesperson helped me in to sit. She offered me some medicinal oil, but I returned it to her after a while because I couldn't smell too minty smell. I didn't recover after I sat down. In fact, I was getting worse. My limbs were numb. So I decided to lie down. But in the end I didn't because it was kind of unglam... I was just joking. I was wearing a skirt. So I sat in a tiny fitting room. I requested for a phone so that I can call my sister to fetch me. I didn't call her immediately when I was fainting because I thought that I will recover after a while which usually happens. After I made the call, another salesperson suggested to call the ambulance to send me to the hospital and of course I rejected his idea. I will recover without going to the hospital...

Soon, my sister arrived and I think she kind of freaked out when she saw my ultra uber duper pale face. She called my mum to see what she can do. Then she called my dad to come and fetch me. I think someone told her to go to the clinic which is on the fifth floor. I was on the second floor at that point of time. My sister agreed then the 17 year-old male salesperson carried me to the clinic. At first he was carrying me in the princess-like way of carrying. Then he changed to piggyback because my arm kept slipping off. He was panting after putting me down in the clinic. Even though I fainted in some way, I could hear the conversation between the salesperson and my sister. He was 17... From Hillgrove. Waiting for 'O' Levels results and bla bla.

My daddy arrived around 10 minutes later I think. My hands were so cold that i have to hold my sister's hand. She was so funny because she said that it was lucky that she is fat that's why she can provide me warmth. But anyway, the doctor came and said that I am fine. She even said that it's because I didn't eat my breakfast. I was kind of pissed off at the old woman for no apparent reason.

I went after the meaningless checkup. My daddy didn't send me to home. Instead, he sent me to his factory to finish up some work then I slept in his car. (:

THAT'S THE END! (:

2007-12-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

<333x1000000000000000000 TO YEELING AND RENJUN!
They won silver in Ju-No-Kata in Judo in SEA GAMES!
Congratulations.

WAIT! Yeeling's <333 must minus one 3 because she said that I am fat... ):

Good luck for tomorrow's competition! <333

2007-12-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

I FAINTED AGAIN!
The second time in this year.
The first is because I was sick and I ate very little for a week. That's why I fainted.
This time round is because I didn't eat breakfast and I slept at 3 AND due to the tough physical training at the start of the Judo training, that's why I fainted.

The physical training was just some exercises like front crawl, butterfly, ebi and the normal stuff. Guess that I am really unfit for training after missing 2 months of Judo... One month for EYAs and another one month for the TAIWAN IMMERSION trip.

Nevermind, I shall try to have breakfast before I go for training next time...

[I blamed my parents for not fetching me to Judo today, that's why I didnt eat breakfast... Usually if they are fetching me they will bring me to eat. SO IT'S THEIR FAULT! :P] [Do I sound A BIT unreasonable?]

2007-11-07T19:28:00.000+08:00

Went to KBox today!

My mum was thinking that I am a spendthrift because I keep going out this week. But that's because I didn't really go out with friends this year. Besides, I want to go out in this week because I am leaving for taiwan next week... for one month! I must bond with my friends, right!
Ok... you may think that I am coming up with excuses but that's also quite true. (:

My schedule of this week:
Monday: Ice Skating
Tuesday: Judo
Wednesday: KBox
Thursday: Movie
Friday: Judo / Piano
Saturday: Piano / Ballet
Sunday: Ballet

This is a very hectic week for me who usually just laze around in the house and watching videos online. I have not even packed my one month's luggage and buy anything that I need in Taiwan. I think I will leave the packing to Sunday. *Hugging the Buddha's leg*

2007-11-05T21:53:00.001+08:00

<3 ice skating. (:

Skated for 3 1/2 hours today. I think that's kind of crazy. Straining all my leg muscles.

Saturday: 1 1/2 hours of ballet [inclusive of stretching]
Sunday: 2 1/2 hours of ballet [inclusive of stretching]
Monday: 3 1/2 hours of skating

I think that my muscles are really poor thing... What's more there is still Judo tomorrow.

MY LEGS! JIA YOU! XD

2007-11-02T19:54:00.000+08:00

This last day of school doesnt feel like it at all.

Holidays are here! (: Two months of holidays, even though 1 month is going to be spent in Taiwan.

Sort of feel weird to go to Taiwan next Monday [taking that the coming Monday is this Monday] I actually called Elizabeth for nothing. When she asked me for reasons, I just used 'Just wanted to talk to you because I am going to Taiwan for one whole month'. Sound like I love her or something? NO! That's not it. It just that I really feel like talking to her. HAHA. She said I am very bo liao... I agree though... (:

Going to finish up 'the out' Bleach episodes!